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ST. PETER JULIAN EYMARD
ON DIVINE MERCY
The love of Forgiveness
The Eucharist
and Christian Perfection
St. Peter Julian
Eymard (1811-1868)
The love which God feels
for us is more merciful than benevolent because, sinners by nature,
we have above all need of mercy. Besides it is His mercy which He
reveals more than all His other attributes, on this earth, during
our lifetime. This world is its empire; time, its kingdom.
Mercy has left the Heavens.
It has come down to earth to envelop and cover man. It is his
atmosphere and his environment, the air which he breathes, the light
which illumines him. We live on mercy.
It rescues the sinner from
that justice which should punish every sin; it arrests it, holds it
up until death itself. It follows man, accompanies him everywhere he
goes, never leaves him, not even after his death, for it follows him
into purgatory. Purgatory is nothing but the last effort of the
mercy of God toward the sinner, and there is written above the door
of that flaming prison: “The Mercy of God!”
The mercy of God for man is
infinite. We can never exhaust it, never smother it under our
ingratitude, cannot tire it nor dishearten it. It pardons always; it
pardons everyone. Even face to face with patent crime, it still
says: “Father forgive them; they do not know what they are doing.
Our Sins will never be as
great as the mercy of God.
The sinner despairs of
course; that is the aftermath of the pleasure of his sin, and this
despair is even surer than the first. Adam and Eve, who feel and
doubt the possibility of finding mercy, Cain, who rejects it and
cries out, “My iniquity is greater than that I may deserve pardon,
are types of sinners after they have committed their crimes. We
give ourselves up to despair after our infidelity, and for the most
part those sinners who put off being converted are held back by
their despondency: “I cannot be forgiven; I have offended God too
much”—the day when they will weep, they will be converted.
And the pious souls, why do
they fall? From despair also. They are discouraged by a few
failures; they have not succeeded; things have not gone as they
expected. Then the devil fills them with doubt—his most successful
manner of entering into a soul and destroying it. Never let this
feeling dominate you. Would it be possible for you to doubt God’s
mercy! No, never! If you fall, raise yourself up again by humble
trust and repentance. Self-abasement which is content to remain in
its abjection is the same as pride humiliated and in defiance.
Sincere humility flies to God on wings of faith.
In stead of descending into
hell to find out what place you might occupy there, it is better to
make an act of faith in the mercy of God. Take hold of God
through His weakness, His tenderness, and His Heart: a man taken by
his weakness will give all he has and more besides. Therefore, point
out to God that His glory lies in showing mercy to you, that His
mercy cannot be put to better use than in exercising it on you, that
you will become mercy’s victory and greatest work. Gain God’s
benevolence by way of His Heart.
But observe the mercy of
God. How different it is from man’s. When men forgive they
humiliate, and the fear of the humiliation prevents a child from
asking pardon. The good lord forgives with kindness; His pardon is a
grace which confers honor, purifies, sanctifies, and embellishes. It
is the same act which forgives us and sanctifies us. On the instant,
our garb of innocence, our white robe is returned to us. We have
humbled ourselves only for the purpose of being raised up
immediately by forgiveness.
Man tires of forgiving. He
is more severe in case of a relapse and demands various conditions,
while God seems to become more merciful the oftener He pardons.
Great sinners who return to Him are His dearest friends. He come for
those who were ill, rather than those who are well. As long as there
is humility and confidence in our confession, we are always sure of
being well received.
He forgives irrevocably and
forever. “He casts our sins behind His back” says Holy Scripture, He
plunges them into the sea, and the scarlet of our crimes becomes the
snowy white of innocence in the bath of His mercy. They will never
reappear to accuse us, and, personally I like the opinion of a great
many of theologians, according to which they will not even be
mentioned in the last judgment, because our Lord says: I will pardon
their wrong-doing; I will not remember their sins any more.” (Hebr.
VIII, 12)
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Men make us pay for
pardon with a punishment or at least with loss of position or of
our civil rights: Jesus Christ gives us back our honor and
re-establishes us in all our rights as they were before the sin.
Thus He redeemed St. Peter and confirmed him in the function of
supreme shepherd after his fall.
He ennobles in
pardoning: of Magdalen the sinner He makes a heroine of
supernatural love and He lauds her publicly with the most
beautiful praise that God can bestow: “She has greatly loved.”
He takes sinners and
makes them princes of His Mercy and of His love, as He did with
Saint Paul and so many others.
And we should despair
after that? You must know then that it is a necessity for Our
Lord to pardon. His heart is oppressed by the possibility of
having to condemn us; He weeps over us; and when He pardons us
He is relieved and delighted by His mercy. And if Our Lord could
still suffer, it would be by seeing us despair of His mercy and
not implore His pardon.
But it is for us,
priests and religious, that the mercy of God is most in
evidence. For our sins we should be deprived of our dignities.
That is what the world does with its magistrates and public
officers, but then there would be no more priests to pardon
other sinners.
Our Lord is more
generous toward us, His mercies are more abundant, His pardon
more full of goodness. That is because we have more need of
pardon than the others.
This should make
us more merciful toward sinners. Being transgressors ourselves,
pardoned so often, and having still need of pardon for the
future, how could it be possible not to pardon others?
The Eucharist
Source of Sanctification
in the Religious Life
Our Lord Jesus Christ
in the Blessed Sacrament should be the principle and source of
your sanctification. This is fitting, for you reside with Him.
Are you in the house of the Lord? The servant lives with his
master, and is nourished by him; therefore he should work for
him. Consequently our Lord will sanctify you if you work in
accordance with His inspiration, under His direction, and love
of Him.
How should we inspire
ourselves by our Lord and how should we obey Him in all that we
do?
By recalling His
presence in the Blessed Sacrament and by praying to Him for
help. Do not go looking for Our Lord in Heaven: He is much
nearer to you. It is a good thing, no doubt, to yearn towards
His throne from time to time and to desire to see His glory, but
in the ordinary practice of life, it is necessary that you
should have Him nearer to you: and it is in the Blessed
Sacrament that you should look for Him. Our Lord will say to
you: “why do you neglect My presence here? Do you think that it
is without importance and that you can do without it? In heaven
I am the Glory for the elect; in My Sacrament I am the God of
grace for those who struggle.” Therefore you must find your
inspiration for all your actions in His presence in the
Eucharist.
How? By adoration: by
prostrating yourself in spirit at His feet; by renouncing your
natural wisdom and your opinions, in order to ask Him the way of
all things. Ask Him the best means, the best way of thinking,
the best manner in everything, at the same time avowing your
blindness and your impotence. Our Lord did nothing but by the
inspiration of His Father. He read in Him how He was to think,
to judge, to speak and to act. You must do the same toward Jesus
Christ. Then you will act according to His Spirit; and He will
communicate to you the supernatural and divine thought and
intention of Jesus Christ.
Act always for love
of our Lord in the Blessed Sacrament. Do everything for Him,
and nothing but for Him. You did not enter into the religious
life to create a position for yourself; nor are you a hireling
or a paid day-laborer. You came out of love and to sacrifice
yourself: from that moment your personality did not count any
more and cannot now be your goal.
Our Lord Jesus
Christ alone can be the aim of your love, and for this reason
you should work for love of Him. Let all your actions be
inspired by this sentiment: “My Lord and my God, I love you, and
it is to prove it to you that I do this deed”.
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